I don't write very often in here as I don't know if anyone actually reads that stuff (personnaly, I never really read deviants' journals), plus I don't know what to tell, wheter you'd like to read about how was my day, how I feel artistically, what I'm planning to do, How are things going, idk. But here I just feel like talking, so there it goes.
I'm thinking about starting a blog, I mean, a proper one, but still, there are so many questions:
- Should I only post or reblog art?
- Should I talk about my adventures?
- Should I talk about anything I want to talk to? But would you really care? And should I really worry about if you care or not?
- Should I write it in French or in English? Or should I try to write in both? But wouldn't it be too long and annoyins if I'm writing a lot?
- I DON'T KNOW!
Then, lately, I've been sort of comparing last year's art and this year's - I was starting my 2015 summary of art to give me confidence - and I noticed that this year's pictures are more... I don't know, simple? I mean, I didn't really take the time to actually sit down and draw, even though I thought I would, 'cause I've been busier than I thought. I also did more traditionnal. I think I feel like it is quicker for me to do, and I enjoy it more than digitally drawing. At the same time, it feels more risky, as you can always correct yourself on photoshop or whatever, but in traditional, once you drew a line, you draw a line and there's not really a way to get rid of it without messing everything up. I'm actually hesitating in making the picture I'm sketching digitally or traditionally.
Also, I have so many stories in my head, so many ideas, but I never feel strong enough to put them on paper. That must be my biggest problem in art. I'm too scared not to be good enough. I know that I need to fail to go further though, but it scares me. If anyone has tips or things to say about that, I'd be happy to read it!
The thing is, I'd love to have a blog in which I would post anything and talk about all sort of stuff. Then, just do it, you'd say. hmm yeah, I really should. I will. You know what I have to, for me. Maybe it would make me feel better to talk about stuff...
... I'm scared ><
What about you? How have you been doing? Tell me, telle me everything! <3